And then my brain rewards me with the sweet dopamine rush of waiting until the last minute - dive in head first, images of skulls cracking on rocks, the rush of water and blood as the life force slowly drains away - why, why is this always the case - bloody moon, bloody darkness - swallowed whole - serpentine creature swims away in the night - the message is unclear - the trust so fucking profound - I will not die here tonight, that is all I need to know
Love, Katie
P.S. If you feel called, lean in
